Black Cock Addiction Ch. 02

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I’ve gotten a lot of emails and comments since my first story about my black cock addiction, mostly about why some guys develop it and how they interpret this aspect of their sexuality. Here are a few more of my thoughts on the subject.

There are a lot of different fetishes in the world, and most people who have fetishes have several different reasons for developing them. There are definitely multiple reasons why I, and some other white men, have become sexually fascinated by black cock. I think it’s useful to look at these reasons and understand which ones are legitimate, healthy factors in one’s sexuality.

First off, there’s size. I think it’s a part of human nature to appreciate big dicks (and breasts/asses, for that matter). We associate a big cock with strength, dominance, and fertility. All of these things are important for that evolutionary, tribal mindset that all human beings still have. I know that black guys having big dicks is a stereotype, but it is also based in fact. The very first black guy I hooked up with was bigger and thicker than me, and I enjoyed that. It was hot to see his huge, dark cock rubbing up against mine. On a side note, I think many white and Asian guys are subconsciously insecure about possibly having smaller dicks than black guys. Personally, I couldn’t care less about that. I have a slightly above average dick and am a very capable lover. I’ve fucked lots of kaçak iddaa girls with black boyfriends or who you might call size queens, and for them it was all about my technique and how I made them feel emotionally (being really good at oral doesn’t hurt either). I think it’s important for men to get over any insecurities about their penis size and not let that affect their sexual identity. By the way, there is absolutely such a thing as too big. I find the idea of an 11-inch black cock psychologically interesting, but it would take gallons of lube and a very long time to actually ease that into my ass. The first black guy I had sex with was about 7.5″- 8″, and that was almost too much.

Race also comes into play. I personally think that black skin is beautiful. Beyond that, the history of slavery and race relations makes the role reversal of black men dominating white men sexually exciting. I think that for me, this is a very small part of my subconscious attraction to black cock. I think my perspective changed even more the first time I fucked a black guy. Instead of stoking the racial part of my fetish, having him inside me humanized him even more and dispelled any lingering racial aspect or sense of “taboo” in my black cock addiction. The race thing probably plays a much larger sexual role for some others, and I don’t think that’s a good thing.

For me, my anal fetish played a role as well. I discovered kaçak bahis as a teenager that male anal stimulation feels amazing when you’re masturbating, so I gradually became curious about receiving anal sex. I’ve personally found that having a girl finger you while giving you head, for example, is a much more pleasurable form of anal stimulation than getting pounded by a black cock.

Above all, porn has shaped my desires. All porn that isn’t straight vanilla sex seeks to harness some kink or fetish and keep the audience trapped there. As mentioned in my first story, I started with regular porn, then got into anal and straight interracial, and then started to fixate on black cock for all the reasons listed above. Once I formed that unbreakable sexual association between black cock and countless orgasms, it became very difficult to break. As I recounted in my first story, however, my experiences with black cock in real life were very different from my expectations. They were partially enjoyable psychologically, but physically were a complete disappointment.

This disappointment left me very confused about why I still got turned on by black cock porn after finding it less than satisfying in real life. I also identify as a very straight, dominant male, so my secret submissive side which was being spurred on by porn was also confusing for me. In the end, I decided to taper off of porn and continue fucking illegal bahis black guys in real life if I felt like it.

At present, I’m still turned on by black cock but almost never watch porn. I would consider fucking my black friend again someday, but haven’t sought that out for about 10 months. I feel much better about this situation for multiple reasons: first, I am wasting less time on porn and being more productive with my time. I’ve become familiar with the concept of Chi, and have realized that I’m happier, more productive, and more aggressive when I masturbate less. Second, I’m being more true to myself. My sexuality and my social identity are at ease with each other, and I’m enjoying sex with women that much more. I don’t need to think about black cock at all to turn myself on for sex with women. Third, I’m overcoming an addiction which caused an external force to have some control over my life. I hate the idea of not having free will over my own actions and decisions, and my behavior driven by constant porn consumption in the past was simply not healthy for me.

I think that the porn industry, particularly in the United States, is a bad thing for society overall. I am certain that there are millions of Americans who are addicted to porn, and it’s causing them to enjoy sex with real people less and seek it out less. Real human connection is what makes life worthwhile, and porn gets in the way of that. I don’t advocate for censorship of porn, but I think that it is always healthier to avoid it.

That’s all for now – please feel free to reach out to me with any questions or comments.

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