What Internetporn did to me and my ex girlfriends

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What Internetporn did to me and my ex girlfriendsI love to collect porn in all kinds of ways and use a program called picassa 3 , an video editing tool from google which they stopped supporting and changed to a new program (Which completely sucks in comparison) . I love to make prinscreens and then edit al those dirty pictures of woman getting destroyed and degraded little by little. It came to such an perverted mindset that i wait for the shot that captures how the slut is actually suffering…or gets surprised by cumshot or a pisslaser in the nose or when she almost had to gag and puke …which i love ofcoursese ..But why , am I sick? What happened to me that i became this transsexual toiletslut?I love it when its so degrading that they get sad…knowing they are whores and deserve to be treated so bad…Even when they cry or cant handle the humiliation….that gives me a hardon and ofcourse ..I want that for my self too….even worse..Porno is acted…and some clips are real and seeing women getting basicly ****d somehow pleases me (?) and makes me horny as hell. In live nobody treats a women with more respect than me…but i had sex with girls that actually wanted me to be hard on them..They wanted to be degraded like that and let me have my way…My cock is not huge but pretty thick and I had an ex who was small and fragile.I always was carefull but even the smallest energy of my perverted internet-pornography-infected mind was sometimes to hard for her….But i did it anyway , I love deeptroath facefucking, face on the bed under my dick and her face totally in control of my cock and hands…I totally destroyed the girl and it made her cry sometimes because she was ****d in her teenage years and somehow it triggered that memomry of her being forced to do a cocks bidding against her wishes..Its sick ..bus secretly i love it… I love it that i made her remember the pain of not being able to do anything about it now and then and that just had to accept it…that’s so sick but i blame internetporn…She left me for a man with a small dick who was getting impotent because I was too much for her in the bed..It was like a gorilla fucking a barby doll. My cock was a big as her whole face and she loved to be hit with it. I was her first black dick and she probably watched some porn herself but she didn’t like doing any of those degrading things. She was an intellectual and thougt she had class and was better then this. She was no slut at all and i was also a gentleman to her , i treated her like a princes and did everything her hart wished but then why did she in the bed asked me to do this and then get mad about it …having my cock to deep in her troath or asking me t o stop pulling her hair or spitting in her face to make her face wet, fucking her to hard ..I t was always something and me cumming was impossible since restrictions make my penis tell me , sorry bro call me if you need me but this show is wack , i am leaving. so sometimes i tried to break and degrade her on purpose and faked cumming! Yes you hearded … I faked it many times just to give her a change to get her strength back..She came as quick as a woman can come …but I did not mind …i love to please her and did not had to cum myself (this was a grown on me since I started to become an even worse slut then her but she did not knew that….I love her too much to her the truth and did not want to hurt her feelings! But I did want to hurt her troath and asshole and why does this sound to me like these thing are out of order…I once tried to fuck her ass but it was too small…so i did it anyway and it hurted her , but she loved me and wanted to please me because i am nice, so she took it .Ii spread her legs many time over her shoulders en bended her in the bed and could have without noticing broke her bones and her self-worth…Somehow that made me hard bursa escort but she always ran afterwards to the toilet , closed the door and noise of total depravation, coughs , hickups and sonbs , pulling up of her snot and hearing her cry and suffer. I hate myself but it made me feel even better , that she could not face me after being hurt so bad , hiding rom my cock and dominance….Fuck me for this and I have no other choice but to blame it on the internet.Many time she had bruises , so we so fragile..My god what have I done to this poor girls…I ripped her tiny body to shreds and sometimes she even wanted me to do this. Maybe somehow she wanted to relive her trauma and feelings so worthless , she needed me to threat her like that so she could feel like that ****d girl again….So bad i was for ofcourse caring about it , but i had to adfmit I enjoyed those moments the best because she let me do the things i want which normaly weren’t allowed…..I understand why she left me and we are still friends and from time to time she needs that big cock and she needs that humiliation because that’s what these traumatized **** vitims do…they search for the same type of person..but I was not abusive to her …There was always that good person in me wo became eventually the hottest toilet transsexual of the dirty Netherlands and also sdearch men to dominate and destroy me…(Yet I like it , every bit…)Now she is whit a Italian friend were she has arguments and fistfights with because he has know dick and also because internetporn made him in a zombie that can’t cum normaly anymore because his mind is bombarded with facefucking scene, forced gag and deep puking …and total humiliation. Impotent loser and shame o the many pornstars from Italy claiming to know how to fuck well like they have a black cock, but in his case you could compare it to a dick of a Korean schoolboy.She noticed him jerking off alone because he jerks every day and can’t cum inside a pussy no more because he’s not into that traditional shit. Internet made him into a pervert like me…..well not that perverted, he still hides it and living in a one studio, he had to hide the fact that cumming was not going to work with this girl who left King Kong for a nuderboy because she couldn’t take it anymore. And he knw he would not are to ask to fuck her ass because then she would find out he was the same pervert like me and end it. Yet she knew, …she knew it from the start and it made sad and unsure if he loved her She asks me …What can i do to please him .?.I told her the truth because during our relation i also faked cumming a lot because she was already destroyed before I was even getting started. I told her that she had to be more slutty and be basicly a human toilet for him..Its the only way he can cum and he needs to see you getting dirty , wet dripping of spit,puke and cum and have you swallow it.Such a nice girl and i tell her basicly that her r****t was right all along…and that she needs to become that person she is being trying to forget for so long.I am certainly going to hell for this. I know there is no hell so I am not scared bout that, I am more scared that such place of pain and misery would actually sexually please me …..Wouldn’t it then be actually heaven?. Wel actually Angels are not known for having dicks so I don’t know which heavenly plane would be pleasant….Know I am confused….i probably should see a priest and confess this dilemma of the highest sin to him while choking on his cock ,helping him through his celibacy…so he can do God’s work by lying to the public and have sex with there wives and c***dren… Yet she did not knew ofcourse that i am also liked to be deviled and to be reduced to a toilet because it pleases him. Like a disposable waste product to be treated like dirt , and to become even lower then dirt and thanking bursa escort bayan him for it to be so cruel….I love that shit…and as a trans i can take more then those fragile women.So I shared in her pain hahah…Later i got a second ex who was the opposite of her and was curvy, strong and so submissive in bed that i sometimes had to ask if it was ok that i degrade her like that. I felt sometimes I had to apoligize that i went so far with her and wasn’t thinking straight because it was so good….and as a good slut she always answerd with a sweet slutty voice that its ok and that i can do anything that i want with her and that she love everything that came out of my cock. I never had pissed anyone in the mouth but I knew what she meant with it a couple of seconds later. So one day in the bathroom she likes to get dirty and i facefuck her so deep , that purple chunck of digested food blasted out her mouth making her cough real hard and painfull….but she wanted more and continued to serve me on my kneeslike a toiletchampion and it make me came hard in her troath.Shouting i came like an a****l but she kept looking at me naughty but a little bit sad also , but she was keeping her hand on my cock in her mouth staring at me that she wanted something else and then i remembered …So out of breath and exhausted of my cumload I also had my piss steaming to get out and I emptied my whole blatter in her troath and not a drop came out of her mouth while she looked at me with her eyes squinting.Her face was dripping of puke that started to dry and she look so disgustingly horny , gargled my strong tasting piss and swallow it . all at once . And why do I think about that Whitney Houston song all of a sudden? She suffered and cough a bit and looked a bit sad but later she looked me up with respect for doing a good job totally degrading her …She made me want to try this too and know i am an even bigger slut because of that.She made all my dreams come true and did everything i could think of watching porn for so many years. Now i don’t mind if i cum or don’t cum , my hand has already been stamped…I had tried every ride in the theme park more then three times and was done. I did every sick and disgusting I could imagine and needed internetporn as an library to find more things to try. She was the perfect slut I always dreamed about and all the sexual deprivation I endured in my teen years because I was a fat nerd who was too nice and scared to get chicks and mist a lot of chances because I thought , nobody wants a fat fuck like me anyway and was told by live that this is correct and lost my virginity at the age of 25 while my friends where banging chicks since they was twelve and that’s only because they where assholes , and totally atheist , while I grew up in a good Christian home that made sure my dick stayed inside the house .My first ex let me do nothing and she let me do everything and both were great , but my last ex knew what a modern man of today wants..just to have all control and be free to pillage and plunder and treat woman like meat …only good for fucking and sucking ..My last ex even waited in her filth for me when i come home from work and I open the door and this slut greats me on her knees and take my cock (that gets hard in a second by this scene..knowing she had been waiting all day to be degraded and treated like a slu)t.Some days I even came back home and try it out but i was shure about it and put my penis in my mailslot and started pissing …and I hear it cuminng against her face and she gets it in her mouth, and I love how she cough so dirty of it! I Open the door finding her drenched in piss en see her swallow my golden piss with her blown up cheeks …She said she waited all day for that… It put me in a seventh heaven kind of state of total euphoria and happyness and i still have dreams escort bursa seeing her doing that so dirty and submissive again and again.Too bad she was borderline crazy…so I had to leave her but I still think about her ….about the sex.I know its misogenistic, I know i shouldn’t be this way …but sorry , porn addiction made me this way …at least i admit it and don’t even hide my porn these day anymore…I completely open with every one about my porn.. That i watch everyday, that i know more pornstars by name than actual people in live…and that i prefer it that way because it made me this beatifull slut i am today…I feel totally liberated …and never worry anymore if someone comes trough the door if i am jerking of where as a madman I have to close my screens of my laptop like it is the last day of my pornlife. Putting up Wise folder hider and failing misrabelly to lock in on time and feel like a prisoner in a spotlight while trying to escape. And even being naïve enough to think i was not being checked anyways because i forgot to close my bleutooth setting or was findable on the network and the whole house was already enjoying my perverted porn while keeping their mouths shut. Because they enjoyed the porn or they enjoyed to see you suffer like a lost pig in the dessert. i let loose of those chains after I became a transsexual and knew that my picture total on the internet was already so high ( going over the thousands of dirty pictures of myself) that it had to be that everybody , even my family already knew everything and out of respect for me kept silent. EVERYBODY WATCHES PORN! And those who don’t are lying but that is understandable because society tells us to do so. Well society today is completely turned up side down and even your grand ma like to see and slut her age still drinking piss in the morning before she gets up to read the paper. This is why there are still paperboys…They are pulled inside and love it , because of internetporn , granny sex and milf humiliation is a well known activity…Hell I would fuck a grandma like that and piss her in mouth just to let her remember what young urine tasted like back in the 40ties…I accepted that i am a pornaddict and my daily movements all evolve around putting on my pc to see a slut , male , shemale , cougar , you name it …to get perversely mistreated…and masturbating on my own way is better then cumming in a pussy…So that’s why i decide to become the pussy and be honestly who I am with porn open at every tab of my browser without to have to change my settings and hide my suggestions so when someone types on my url bar ( which always back in the day scared the shit out of me ) to listen to a youtube song , (which ofcourse nobody never does, Redtube is more likely)) ,its just trying to act like your normal but now I accepted that this is normal.I am just having fun and don’t girls like to have fun…..even if it means they will be getting basicly ****d in public for not even that much money ( hell …I get destroyed for free and maybe should pay some cash to my man for working so hard on me…) and be out of the scene in a couple of months since porn is not anymore the soft 70ties storytelling movie with actual actors…but more the facefuck and degrade me on your couch show…and clips last sometimes not even 10 seconds. The internet is flushed with so many pornography that you might think that internet was created for pornography…and that’s true…and who knows how degrading internetporn will be in the future. Facefucking an Alien and Tentacle sex can already be found right here on the best site of the all where I created my homebaseAnd in fairness i made up for it by also have me be brutally degraded and left totally pissdrunk in my bathroom..In fact the need for a toilet is gone but shitting is the onlythin that i don’t do…but if thing turn out thiss bad in the 20 years internetporn has destroyed our minds… if my mouth is open and some shit in my mouth with force…i will be mad but i will eat it….just to please him and to be his toilet…..Miss Rose aka Anoniema

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